days are stacking...
I mean really stacking...I'm trying my best to stay positive about our house in Denver selling...sooner than later would be nice.
Today, here in Seattle it was 64 degrees outside, sunny...and absolutely beautiful down by the water...I wanted a pair of shorts and some flip-flops, it was then it dawned on me, I have no clothes for the upcoming summer time, yep, everything is in storage pod floating somewhere between here and Denver.
Chad and I took a chance on this move because we knew in our heart it was the right thing to do, and yes, we planned for being in this limbo situation...well the best we could anyways. But actually going through the motions is a whole 'nother ball game. Our storage pods want to increase the rental fees, and the kicker is, we don't even know if the furniture we left to stage the house is even gonna fit in a house we'd buy out here. So, do we ship the pods to where we're renting now...No way jose, I'm not un-packing em' and re packing em' to move again in a few months. Oh and add house hunting into the mix on top of all this. I'm not a window shopper, never have been, so to be touring homes here is just hard for me, I don't want get my hopes up on anything until the house sells. Geez this is a process and although I knew from a logistic stand point it would be, I never knew how mentally and emotionally draining it would be on all of us. I'm so lonely without my studio surroundings I could cry (o.k. I'll admit, I sometimes do) It's normal right? To feel a little misplaced at times? Ugh, and I miss my friends and our neighbors! nobody bakes bread and leaves us treats on our doorstep here :(
O.k. I'm alright, we're alright...we'll be fine in no time...good thoughts, happy thoughts. Everybody say a prayer for us, please.
thanks, I feel better now....I do.